Anyway, since leaving "Idol," Charlie has kept a frustratingly low profile, leaving some concerned Turtles wondering if he's okay after his rollercoaster reality-TV ride. But the good news is, he's just been busy working on his original music--so "Blue Sky Diamond," the self-penned song he performed on "Idol," is just the first of many Askew tunes that fans will soon hear from this talented kid. And the equally good news? Charlie recently broke his post-show silence to about his "Idol" experience exclusively with Yahoo!'s Reality Rocks.
Discussing his "Mama" performance, and why he was so emotional that night, Charlie says: "[The song] resonated with what I was going through at the time. I went through a pretty rough breakup in June, so like all the repercussions of that. It was therapy, in a way, to pick a song like that--very dark, very brooding--because deep down inside for a long time, I carried around a lot of brooding angst and anger and all that. Not just for [my ex-girlfriend], but for like this female archetype, I guess--like my mother was the one who initiated my parents' divorce, so I was kind of singing it to her as well. I went back to when I was 12 years old."
As for his the shaken demeanor as he faced the judges' harsh critiques after "Mama," Charlie makes it clear: "I can take a little criticism. I've been through much, much worse…I was hurt by what Nicki [Minaj] said, but the reason wasn't because she was critiquing me in any negative way. I'm used to that. I do this for negative and positive criticism. But all the comments she kept throwing out there were about my image and my outfit and my arms…and not the singing! And I thought of all people she would understand where I was coming from with this performance. It was almost hypocritical of her, I guess, to say that. She changes her image every day, you know?"
As for anyone who thought Charlie was experiencing a meltdown or breakdown that night, Charlie laughs that off. "No, not all. A lot of people thought that I needed to go back to therapy and get diagnosed for depression, or that I was crazy and needed to be locked up, all that good stuff. But you know, Eminem went through worse and he's the bestselling artist of the 2000s, so…"
Check out Charlie's full two-part interview here, for more conversation about his plans to form a band, his musical influences, his ex-Deadhead dad, what happened when he tried out for Steven Tyler in "Idol" Season 11, how Phillip Phillips inspired him to try out again in Season 12, and if he'd ever try out for "The Voice."
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